Well today was another hot but beautiful day in Texas, I rolled the windows down everywhere I went. It was like a taste of Summer and boy am I ready for it! I think my summer song is going to be California Gurls by Katy Perry, it's really catchy and just makes you want to sing and dance.
A lot has been on my mind lately, its just constant thought after thought my two biggest being "why am I so angry all the time?" and "what if I'm not good enough?" both just seem to keep rolling their way back in. The first one being, I can be really happy and enjoying everything around me, but if someone says something negative I flip. I have no idea why negative things get me so angry, maybe its just the whole situation where I can be happy and someone says something to bring my funk down rubs me wrong. The other is more to my job, I'm trying to go for a promotion but I have really big doubts in myself that I wont get it. I know I can't be the only person out there that is going through this.
On a lighter note, I went swimming today bought some new swim trunks and a couple of T's. It was a very relaxing way to end my crazy day. Being in the pool reminded me of the times when I was in Junior High/High School and I used to throw end of the year parties. Me and my best friend Amanda would invite everyone we knew, we usually had a good turn out. Well I remember when we were in 8th grade, we threw one of our lavish parties, decided it would be tons of fun to have a water balloon fight when everyone got there, we even went as far as making shaving cream balloons. I think we bought like 8 cans of the stuff...needless to say it was a bad idea to have a shaving cream/water balloon war with about 20-25 people. What ended up happening was shaving cream got into the pool, into peoples eyes, the concrete was slippery from it. It was a hot mess, but everyone had a good time. I really hope that this Summer I will have more time to swim and hang out with friends.
Thanks for reading
Mario
