Well I've been busy like no other, I haven't really had a chance to get at a computer in awhile. But I think I'm actually back for good. I've been having some pretty weird hard times lately. Blaine and I are doing good, work is good, family is good. But my thoughts are a mess, I was listening to this song by Matchbox Twenty- Push. I started crying a lot because it's reminded me a lot about my life and what's to come. I've been pushed down so much in my life that I don't know how I manage to get up every time. I've been having a lot of weird dreams about ghost and people dying. I really don't know what it is, or why I'm having these dreams. But I'm glad I have this blog to throw everything out.
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